1. |
mouthwash
01:27
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mouthwash tastes bad but it's for the better
that is what I tell myself every day
years without the bitterness
made for a rude awakening but now I think i've found my place
I used to brush my teeth only for nostalgia
but now I do it for me
now I do everything for me
and I hope you will too
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2. |
slowly killing me
01:26
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I've been afraid for too long
and my vulnerability is slowly killing
maybe you should get some more sleep
they say to me but I'm stuck
and I've tried for too long to not feel sorry
sorry, I'm so sorry
sorry, sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
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3. |
playdates
03:33
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i miss my dog and having playdates after school
having snacks without thinking about how i'll look this afternoon
i still have my old halloween costumes
hoping one day i'll wake up and find
they fit me perfectly
and i'll forget
oh ohhh
that this world exists
inside this twisted mind of mine...
and i remember writing songs at recess
and i remember blowing bubbles in a pretty dress
now i'm here in my room thinking of everything i can do
maybe it's okay to feel this way
and maybe it's okay to not feel okay
maybe maybe
maybe maybe
i cut my hair
so i could feel like i was eight
and i chased the squirrels on my school's campus
but it wasn't the same
i saw you in the car yesterday
i told you i liked you cause i thought i was straight
but i've been in this town for too long
everythings the same
and i'll forget
oh ohhh
that this world exists
inside this twisted mind of mine...
and i remember writing songs at recess
and i remember blowing bubbles in a pretty dress
now i'm here in my room thinking of everything i can do
maybe it's okay to feel this way
and maybe its okay to not feel okay
maybe maybe
maybe maybe
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4. |
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i wrote another song
about missing you
i'll probably say the same thing as i always do
something like i love and i wish you were here
something like i love you and i wish you lived a little near
so this is my
song about missing you.....
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5. |
maris
03:04
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your soft lips touch
now i'm okay with feeling fine
i look across the room and i just wanna dance with you
till the sunrise
cause i'm not afraid
i'm not afraid
i'm not afraid
of feeling fine
ooooohhh oohhhh
she kissed me
on my cheek
then i kissed her
on her cheek
i rested my head onto her shoulder
then she kissed me again
i hope this won't be over
cause i'm not afraid
i'm not afraid
i'm not afraid
of feeling fine
ooooohhh oohhhh
and i know that you don't want me here
but i don't wanna say goodbye
and i know that you don't want me here
but i don't wanna say goodbye
cause i'm okay
i'm okay, with feeling fine
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6. |
a walk's thoughts
02:47
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i went for a walk today
no wait i was just walking to class
i was stumbling over flowers when i saw a honeybee that passed
and it's hard coming back to school
i miss my little red house on the ridge
and the willow trees that hug my pond
oh how i miss their silly charm
and somethimes it feels like
ill never go back
ooooohhh ohhhh
i'll never go back
oohhhh ohhhhh
i'll never go baaack
i said hi to you today
no wait that was just in a dream
i'm not too good at calling back
but i blame it on not remembering
and it's hard thinking all the time
sometimes i wish i couldn't do it at all
and i still can;t seem to remember how i felt last fall
and i'm glad now glad now
i'll never go back
ohhhhohhhh
i'll never go back
ohhhhh
i'll never go back
ohhh ohhh
i'll never go back
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7. |
4 who i am
03:10
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i can't believe i found my way back home
said the voices in my head
sing gently to me
they say i love you i see
but do you love me for who i am
or cause i finally understand
why you hurt me
what you taught me
do you love me for who i am
or cause i finally understand
why you hurt me
what you taught me
i think i've walked
around 1000 miles
said the voices in my head
sing gently to me
they say do you remember me?
but do you love me for who i am
or cause i finally understand
why you hurt me
what you taught me
do you love me for who i am
or cause i finally understand
why you hurt me
what you taught me
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lily wade Vermont
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